October Workouts!


I pretty much screwed up my September Calendar, so I decided to try again with October, and put it on the web publicly, that I will update with what actually happened, daily.

October Workouts

I hope this holds me more accountable.  I need to include yoga and strength so much to make myself a better runner.  I think this calendar is a good start.  It will be difficult for me to just be like “No I’m just going to stretch today” but I need to actually do this.

My England Trip kind of throws a wrench in the workouts, but it’s alright, because I am going to attempt a run Wednesday Morning – just 4 miles, but I figure when else am I going to be able to run in England? I mean really? That night of course will be filled with debauchery, so I need to run to counteract the effects.

Please keep me honest!  Wouldn’t you like to read happy thoughts, more than “I failed again” thoughts?

 

Yeah I thought so!

Cody’s Crew 5k/Rest/Monday


I ran a race on Sunday called “Cody’s Crew 5k” – it benefits Neuroblastoma research and was started by the family of Cody who suffered from this cancer.  Well I woke up not being ready for this race.  I got dressed feeling horrible, my back hurt, my lungs felt gross, and my entire body was achey.  I was not only getting sick, I was getting the flu.  I begged TPWSNBN to tell me not to run the race, and he wouldn’t – he kept saying “You’ll feel better once your there.”

Well that never happened.

I ended up after the first 0.58 miles walking most of it.  I said “Screw it” to my Garmin and just kept it running so I could get the calorie burn to convert to WW points later.  I saw my pace go from 10’22″ to 14’38″.  I was so upset but my legs felt like they were three times the size that they are and weighed just as much.    I ran bits and pieces in between and then the last 0.40 to the finish line.  I wanted to come in running. I was shocked when I got my pace though for the entire race: 12’12″ finishing at 37’50″.  That – with all of my walking – is still faster than the first 5k I ever did.

So I am still happy that I did it.  But what made it really worth while was:

 

Yup I got a medal.  I was super excited about this.  I was not excited about the 4 hills on the 5k course.

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Resting.  Normally Monday’s I run.  I am supposed to run 3.1 miles today.  Instead I am planning on doing 1 hour of yoga.  Why?  Because I ran yesterday, I need to stretch more, and frankly my body is asking for rest.  This is considered active rest.  If I want to be a better runner I need to listen to my body, and this is me attempting to do that.  Plus my legs still feel like they weigh 800 pounds each.

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It’s Monday!  I leave for England in 5 days!  I can’t believe it’s finally here!  I am so excited.  I plan on preliminary packing tonight – along with laundry and putting away clothes – after we go grocery shopping.  I’m dressed up today at work – as in nice pants and heels – because I am washing all of my casual clothes for the trip.  I am not planning on wearing much other than jeans – albeit nice ones – on the trip excluding some dinners in which I will have brought a skirt, wedges and nice top- TPWSNBN is bringing khakis.

We’ll see how two American’s in the UK fare with not being used to dressing up except for weddings, funerals, and the occasional work party.

Being at work feels weird today, but I’m not dreading it like usual.  It’s odd.  I think its because I am taking this new “Once I leave the office I no longer care” approach.  I am also trying to sit with better posture so my doesn’t ache.

I’m starting the 100 oz a day water challenge today as well, mainly because I need to flush out the nastiness in my system from this weekend (Cheese Fondue, Burgers, Pizza OH MY).  I had points for all of it, and tracked it like a champ, so I’m still in the green – so to speak.  I’d like the leave the 16 WP’s I have untouched.  I don’t need to eat that much.  Oh wait, I had a beer last night.  11 WP’s I have left.

32 ounces – DONE.

I know that one way I can help myself stay on track is not buy anything ‘snack worthy’.  By that I mean anything that I can just grab.  All food should take preparation.  It should take care.  It needs to be something that is savored, not woofed down.  Apples and Peanut Butter, seems simple, but you have to scoop out the PB, apples need to be washed, cored, and cut, then you can eat.  That’s a process.  Chips in a bag, regardless of how healthy, require opening the bag.  That is not a ‘process’.  That’s where I get in trouble.

Banana ‘soft serve’ requires a food processor.  Frozen yogurt from the store, requires removing the lid.  Get the point?  I’m going to try to remove the items of food that require nothing more than opening a container, and replace them with snacks and food that require thought.

We’ll see if my random epiphany of an idea works.  It will surely make eating cleaner a priority.

xoxo

Have a great Monday!

 

I’ve updated my Race Page to include a picture and my time from the race yesterday!

Rest Day


I slept in so late this morning and it was glorious.  I then laid awake in bed for about another half hour before getting up and showering and then finding food and coffee. Although I was dying yesterday after my run, it was incredibly nice to be able to sleep in this morning and take a full ‘Don’t feel Guilty Rest Day’.  I have my first race in a few months tomorrow – luckily just a 5k.  But I am still nervous about it.  I am nervous because I can feel the tightness in my legs and know that there is little I can do between now and then to fix them.

Blogging outside in this glorious weather

I live for days like this.  Where the weather is cool enough for shoes, but for the brave you can still go barefoot.  I love the fact that windows opened in the house brings in the scents of autumn without candles, and the stuffiness of the summer humidity and air conditioning is gone in an hour or so.  The sounds of birds are silencing as the time is moving closure for their migration south and the feeling of acorns beneath your feet is a common practice.  The sun is setting earlier now, and rising just a bit later and the welcome change of time is upon me.

Leaves go golden and maroon showing once again God is Hokie, and football is prominently on the TV whenever possible.  Costumes and candy will soon broach our house, and then times for thanks and prayer.

I am most calm on these days right before the hustle of the holiday season hits.

I am most thankful on these days that I get another chance with every autumn.

Thursday Happenings


  • So I cooked my first spaghetti squash last night.  OH MY LORDIE.  YUM.  I am so excited to eat my lunch today.  SO VERY EXCITED.  That and it’s zero points.  ZERO.  I could eat an entire squash and nothing.  I am very happy about this because it’s yummified.  I’m excited because it’s nice to have something new to cook for dinners and lunches.
  • I stopped and got iced coffee this morning because I slept in till about 7:00am when I should have been leaving the house then.  Whoops.
  • I’m most likely skipping my workout today, and will just go on the dog walk this evening instead.  I am really tired, and coming down with a cold, if it hasn’t already hit.  I’m achey, but at least I slept through the night last night.
  • I really want the iphone 5
  • TPWSNBN rubbed my back and shoulders last night for like 15 minutes and it was glorious.  We were watching the two hour episode of Law and Order SVU and he sat there trying to get rid of the knots in my back and I am a lot better now.  Not perfect, but better.
  • Coffee is not working yet this morning.  I am not sure why.  Second cup down the hatch and it feels like I just woke up.
  • I can’t believe I leave for England in 9 days.  9 DAYS.  We need this vacation.  Desperately.  We need some glamour and some romance.  What better place to do this in than Europe?
  • Speaking of travel, I need to go shopping.
  • I didn’t win the dinner with Obama which was really sad.  I was so hoping that I would.  Mainly because how awesome would that be?  I’m just going to go have dinner with Obama.  Wahoo!
  • My mouth feels funny.
  • I need to come up with a thesis for my final essay for my World Literature Class, but I am having a really hard time figuring out one.  I am planning on taking the final the Friday after I return from England, so i can just be done with that class, so that gives me like 3 weeks to come up with a topic.
  • PetsMart Sells turtles now.  I want one.
  • http://www.facebook.com/SkinnygirlCocktails  – THIS.

Any Plans for the weekend?  Do you like SkinnyGirl Cocktails or wine?  What are you dressing up as for Halloween?  Where should I go when I get to England?

You’re Welcome.

My Love Is To Big For You My Love


“Conceal me what I am, and be my aid For such disguise as haply shall become The form of my intent.”

-The Twelfth Night

I kind of want that tattooed on me somewhere.  It just makes my mind race when I think of it.  Ah Shakespeare.  If you knew the lasting effect you would have on continuously in my everyday life.  *sigh*

Is it bad that I am really looking forward to be surrounded by accents while in Europe?  That, of course, is not the only thing I am looking forward to, but alas, it’s one of the major things.

That and shopping.  SO MUCH SHOPPING.  SO MUCH TEA.  SO MUCH ALE.

CREPES!

I think I need a few guest bloggers…. Interested?  Email me: bebegetswordy@gmail.com

I’ll have internet but not the ability to post with the same frequency.  So feel free to drop me a line if you want to be featured to my 7 readers (5 of which are family) :-)

Somehow my neck is better from this morning.  Not great, but not horrible any longer.  I can sit up straight, and can lean without pain but the overwhelming desire to cry because it might feel better is still there.

I’ve decided to run inside while watching TV.  It usually helps the time go by faster and well I have pretty much stopped caring about pace at this point since well, unless my leg falls off I will be able to maintain the slowest pace per mile to finish the marathon.  I just need to you know, train for it.

I’m thinking the W&OD trail will be in my future.

xoxo

p.s. Sorry for the randomness of this post.

Tuesday Things – My Weight Edition


  • Somehow I have come to the conclusion that I am only ‘interested’ in losing weight.  I seem to be gung ho for about the first few days hours and then something un-clicks and I am suddenly ‘hungry’ and eating fistfuls of granola.  Now granted, it could be fried food.  It could be hostess cream cakes.  It could be a lot of things.  I buy healthy-ish food and then binge.  I’m not someone who drinks excessively and simply giving up alcohol (i.e. the one beer I have every so often at this point) isn’t going to change much.  I wish I was one of those people who could drop ten pounds just by not going to the bar.  I don’t go to bars now.  I’m not going to sit here and say “I want to lose weight!”  Because it’s not apparent to me that this is what I want anymore.  I want to be thin, feel better about myself, etc, but I am not really wanting to put the work or effort in it seems.  Which is more depressing than actually gaining each week in a crappy attempt to diet. 
  • I don’t know what the aforementioned conclusion means.  I am still tracking.  I will stay with in my allotment today.
  • I was supposed to get up and run 2 miles today.  I didn’t obviously.  This not only makes me really mad at myself, but really sad at the same time.
  • I’ve reset my Weight and My Tracking on Weight Watchers.  Weigh in’s will be on Fridays.  I set my new goal weight which I believe is more attainable than my last one.  I have 19.4 pounds to go.  I’m going to try and take this one day at a time, as opposed to trying to plan out my whole week.
  • I’ve planned my workouts up till the marathon.  I really needed to do this to make sure I got the mileage in.  I am terrified of not finishing the marathon, or worse, having to be driven to the end of the course.  So I need to make sure I get my work in.
  • Whoa I am self absorbed.. How are you all doing?
  • Here’s to a better week Loves.

And now for some humor to bring me out of this funk…

When I hate being a early riser .  .  .

Ahahahaha

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I decided to take yesterday off for exercise as I was tired, feeling lazy, and really wanted a day where I wasn’t running around crazy or having a hard workout.  So today I am doing my long run of 6.5 miles (Still working up the mileage) and then having dinner in town with a friend and TPWSNBN.

I decided to punish myself for not exercising by watching “The Time Travelers Wife”.  For those of you who think watching a movie isn’t punishment, I sob like a freaking baby during this movie, and am ruined for the day after watching it.  I was a big fan of the book and the movie doesn’t seem to resonate the same with me, but something about the ending of the movie kills me – Even though it’s not the same as the book.

Another movie I can’t get off my mind? V for Vendetta.  I never pretended to be normal in any regard, but this is where I am terribly weird.  When I really like a movie or a book, reality after said movie or book seems bleak.  I tend to envelop myself in said movie and book for days after their completion to stave off the impending boringness of my life.  I’ve come to memorize certain scenes of the movie, songs, quotes, and parts of the character’s history in the film that interest me.  I am intrigued mostly, by V because this Guy Fawkes mask is now also the face of “Anonymous” which if you don’t know what that is, it’s an unorganized group of people who are attempting to un-censor the media, or whatever.  I refuse to read any of it because frankly, the world is scary enough with the sugar coating.  I don’t need the whole truth.  That and my work would most likely have an issue with that popping up randomly on my computer.

But alas.. I love that movie.  I think the voice of V is the most interesting.. because I keep picturing Elrond (or whatever) from LOTR.  Whoops.

Plan of the Day

  • Breakfast: English Muffin w/ PB, Coffee
  • Snack: Apple
  • Lunch: Chicken Wrap w/ Hummus, Baby Carrots, Yogurt, Grapes?
  • Snack: Banana
  • Dinner: Out – Circa at Clarendon – I’m going for the Mixed Greens Salad and Seared Tuna
  • Activity: 6.5 miles on the treadmill.  Until my legs are completely 100% I am hesitant to run outside for long distances.  Next weekend is my 5k so I plan on doing one more run outside before that, but after that I have a month till the MCM 10k.  I’ll get some long runs outside on those weeks – promise!

Tomorrow is Dog Grooming Day!  Then random festivities of the day – most likely errands.  Sunday I think we are gardening again.  I plan on doing either Insanity or NTC on Saturday and Sunday and then back to running Monday.  I think I make my weekends feel shorter because I am already thinking about next week.  Only 2 weeks and some hours till we leave for England – I am so incredibly excited about it.  Like it’s actually happening.  You plan something for so long and then when it actually happens you are almost surprised at it.

Sigh.

Off to listen to more Cat Power and Ingrid Michaelson.  Here’s to not crying at work!

Thursday Things


  • I watched “V for Vendetta” yesterday for the first time, and man, it was awesome.  There was something about the strangeness of the movie and the tension between the two lead characters that kept me sucked in.  I actually felt bad for the terrorist (I guess you are supposed to?).  I was all enamored with V until I found out that the actor who played him was the bad guy in the Matrix.  Totally ruined it for me.

*sigh*

  • I felt really horrible last night and pretty much collapsed in bed directly after coming into my bed room.  This made sleeping a breeze.  I am actually somewhat refreshed this morning.  I had a dream about some guy terrorizing Manassas wearing an Obama mask, and people thought it was actually Obama.  Which leads me to think that I don’t have a very high opinion of the intellect of people who live in this area.  (I don’t, fyi.)
  • I am wearing Orange today, and this is so far out of my comfort zone.  I feel like a pumpkin.
  • I ran last night, despite being exhausted.  I am planning on doing Circuit Training tonight, either with Insanity or NTC.  (Most likely NTC because Insanity still scares me and I think I need to lose more weight before combating that.
  • I really want to eat my banana now.. but I need to wait.
  • Now I’m tired.
  • Fitbloggin is this weekend in Baltimore, MD.  It’s not that far from me, but I couldn’t afford the entrance fee, and well, I am not really “fit” nor do I blog only about being “fit” (which I am not) so I didn’t think it would be prudent for me to be there.  Plus I can’t take off work, and TPWSNBN wouldn’t let me pay for another weekend without him.
  • With all this said, I still track-a-lackin’ everything and feeling good about it.  I will lose this weight.  It will be gone by the High School Reunion.  I will not be looked at as the 17 year old girl who used to be an upper parking lot regular.
  • I did not peak in high school!
  • So if I liked “V for Vendetta” what other movies should I see?
  • My first race in about two months is next weekend…

How are you doing with you fitness?  Are you going to FitBloggin’?  Do you know what Fitbloggin’ is?  Do you like creepy futuristic movies with strange men in masks that are somewhat of a turn on too?

The Weight Of Water


  • Breakfast: English  Muffin w/ PB, Smoothie w/ Protein, Strawberries and Blueberries
  • Snack: Apple
  • Lunch: Turkey Wrap, Baby Carrots, Apple, Yogurt
  • Snack: Banana
  • Dinner: Black Bean Quinoa Salad
  • Activity: 3.1 miles inside

This weekend’s weather was absolutely amazing.  We saw Bon Iver in concert at the gorgeous Merriweather Post Pavilion in Maryland – outdoor venue on a gorgeous night is majorly awesome – then we gardened Sunday which needed to be done badly.  Our front garden might be close to complete at this point.  Our back yard is getting better as well.

#Homeownerproblems

19 Days Till England!

I feel a bit off this morning, so I hope that goes away quickly because it’s kind of annoying.  I guess if I am going to feel bad, it’s better to happen on a Monday as opposed to Friday or Saturday.  I’ll just blame it on the two drinks I had last night at dinner.  Whew.

I’m kind of obsessed with Bon Iver now that I have seen them live (Justin Vernon, you can sing in my living room whenever.).

That is usually all it takes to get me to like a band – take me to their concert.  I also loved the fact that the guy sitting next to us was smoking weed the entire time.  Thanks random stoner guy.  (I’m being extremely sarcastic, because let’s face it y’all – there is no hope in dope.)

This guy also felt the need to dance the entire time.

Well it’s Monday.  4 days till the weekend – am I right?

xoxox

 

But, But, Rye?


I am so happy it’s Friday.  Actually this week seemed to fly by, oddly enough.

  • We booked the day trip to Paris.  I am really excited about this.  Mainly because I doubt we’ll be leaving the country next year (or possibly even a few years after this trip due to my school) so getting two countries in is amazing.  Plus who doesn’t want to go to Paris if given the chance?  I wonder if they are really mean to American’s or if that is just because one person had a bad experience.  Because my hairstylist is off the boat French, and the nicest person ever.
  • I have already posted the assignment for the week of November 11, 2012 for my World Literature Class. I feel oddly relieved that I am rocking this class.  Mainly because the choices the teacher has for reading are, well, kind of out there.  I was worried that 1.) I wouldn’t understand the readings, 2.) I wouldn’t be capable of coming up with strong view points for the more than 10 assignments (3 exams), or 3.) I wouldn’t be able to keep up with the flow of work.
    • Either everyone else is really slow, or I’m just awesome.  I’ve received 100% on everything I have turned in.
  • I did Nike Training Club last night – Sweat and Shape – I think is it what it was called.  Man those workouts get touch towards like the last 5 minutes.  We’ll see how bad it is today when I do Insanity Cardio DVD.  My thighs hurt from the 5 million squats I did yesterday, so that’s a good thing.  Thighs, Upper Arms, Abs = Problem areas.  When I say Problem Area I mean – area to which grossness resides on my body.
  • I really am ready to see some muscle definition, so that can come on whenever.
  • TPWSNBN loves Banana Republic Pants.  He has come to the dark side, and is dressing nicely.  He even said “I can’t wear t-shirts forever.”
  • Today will be a chug water type of day.  I am really thirsty and not sure why, but obviously my body is telling me something.  The idea of drinking anything other than water seems disgusting.  Great I’m sure I’m bloated.
  • There are some days where the act of being present and positive in the situation is almost impossible.
  • I have the sudden urge to run this afternoon.  Should I?  I mean my long run is tomorrow, but would it be so bad to switch to day, and do insanity tomorrow?  thoughts?  (by long run I mean 6 miles.)
  • I am getting really excited about the fall.  I am also getting really excited because I am getting closer to the day my application is reviewed by GMU – like 18 days away.  All this hard work is coming to it’s final test.  The application review and then the interview.  I need to buy a suit…
  • I am not looking at the nude pictures of Duchess Catherine on principle.  That and we all know she has a rocking body.  Leave something to the imagination.  That photographer should be bitch slapped.
  • I’m taking my second exam after work – YAY – I’m actually excited about these exams because I am good with the material.  Something I never thought I would be.  It’s amazing when things click and everything falls into place.  I am really looking forward to continuing this journey.  REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

Fall Outfits (Haves and Wants)

via Target – Newest Purchase for Fall!

via Gap – Color Block Cardigan

via Banana Republic – Orange Pointe Blouse

via Banana Republic – Jeweled Button Cardigan