Too Much

I apologize if my words caused discomfort or annoyance in others.  I know this is a public blog.  I know that ANYONE can see it.  I don’t really live my life by censorship, so it’s never really bothered me to have this out there.  I also know that one day I won’t be able to have this, out, in the world, being updated, so for now while my voice isn’t censored, I choose to simply speak from the heart.

How much is too much?

Did my last post cross a line?  I simply posted about my honest feelings and what I am going through.  I was met with some questionable responses. I took one, most likely a bit personal, because well, everything is is a bit personal these days and I was told I was overreacting.  But at the time, and frankly still, I don’t think that I was.  I purposely put my life out there because I know I am not alone in these issues, and while I love constructive (key word) criticism,  I also think it helps others to know they aren’t alone.

I was then met with, that how I was overreacting meant that I was in fact making it seem like I was the only one who was going through something.  I am not sure how point A got to point B in this other person’s mindset, but it did.  I never once said nor do I believe that I am the only one with hardships.  As I stated previously, what is most frustrating is that I don’t know why this is happening.  I have so much in my life to take joy in and right now it feels undeserved, and pointless.  That’s what makes this entire situation infuriating.

I am asking for grace.  As TPWSNBN would call it, I need to be handled with kid gloves right now, which albeit mortifying to proclaim, its kind of true.  I’m taking things personally because that is the only way I know how.

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8 thoughts on “Too Much

  1. Don’t ever apologize for speaking your mind and being honest. If this blog and airing your grievences brings you peace and helps you cope, than so be it! If people don’t like it, and don’t want to read it, they don’t have to!

    I read your blog every day, and I can tell that you don’t claim to be the only one who feels like that. I think that by you writitng it, you are letting others know out there that THEY are not alone.

    Keep doing what you’re doing, babe. Don’t worry about what others think about you. Your opinion of you, and the Big Man Upstairs opinion of you are the only ones that matter…well maybe that guy you married’s opinion matters a little too.

  2. The main reason I enjoy your blog is because you are “REAL”. You are vulnerable, authentic and passionate … which is more than I can say about all these other bloggers. Life is dirty and real, tomorrow is another day and I’ll be back to read what you have to say :)

  3. Depression is what it is. Some people get it, some people don’t. Everybody goes through things, but not everybody knows what it feels like to be depressed over nothing. To feel like a zombie and emotional for no reason and want to curl up in a ball and let time just go by. Keep blogging away, it’s your little piece of cyberspace to write about whatever the hell you want to. End of story. *Sending good vibes your way*

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