Quickly Correct Yourself

I was doing so well.

I tracked everything.  I ran this morning on the treadmill for 4 miles.  I made an amazing protein packed lunch.  I was doing so well.

So how did the half pint of Ben & Jerry’s happen?

Why does this happen?  Why can’t I tell the difference between hunger and boredom?  Who cares if I am still in my calorie limit.  I am miserable with myself over this.  I am sick and tired of looking in the mirror and being mad at what I see.

I’m tired of being angry at myself.

I’m tired of having a stomach that looks like I’m 3 months pregnant – BEFORE you say that I don’t look like that, I’m sucking in 95% of the time.

I’m so tired.

I’m so incredibly over this.

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2 thoughts on “Quickly Correct Yourself

  1. I’ve come to expect this anomaly to happen 1-2 times per year :/ Don’t beat yourself up over it. It sucks, but it happened and now it’s over. I know what will help, I’ll call mulligan! MULLIGAN! There, today is your new chance. Kick today’s ass and prove to Ben and Jerry who’s the HBIC of Saturday.

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